September has begun, so I guess a countdown to Thailand is fitting. Only 19 days until I board my flight to Thailand, although technically 21 days until I actually arrive.
After running all over Camp Hill and Harrisburg, I was able to get everything together and sent out for my Visa application this morning. (Thanks Mom for being a great chauffeur!) With that task completed, I definitely feel less anxious about the other details I have to attend to in the next few weeks.
Last night I was actually getting pretty anxious about everything that I need to do before leaving - visa, packing, buying some necessities, finish a big freelance assignment...I'm sure there are several other things I'm currently forgetting. As the worries began to eat at me, I realized it had been a few days since I'd really spent some good time in prayer and reading the Bible (shame on me, I know, but it's been a whirlwind of sorts since I arrived in PA). I really wanted to read some of the promises about Jesus in Isaiah, so I turned to that book of the Bible and just began to read. When I came to the following verses, I felt such comfort in the face of my seemingly endless pre-Thailand checklist.
Isaiah 40:27-31
27 Why do you say, O Jacob,
and complain, O Israel,
"My way is hidden from the LORD;
my cause is disregarded by my God"?
28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Thank you God that you love me and give me strength when the tasks seem too cumbersome and the to-do list keeps growing. In some ways I feel like I should get these verses tattooed on my palms to always be reminded of the hope I have.